Tuesday, February 08, 2011 11:29 PM
Today i miss you, very much.
Tomorrow and the days to come, i will miss you even more.
Time is moving too slow for me.
Even how mad i am right now at you, you're the one i love most.
I hope and pray that you'll do just fine.
Time will past and we can be together again.
Please don't worry too much about me.
I'm doing just fine, it's just that it really sucks that you're not here.
No one knows how much i fucking miss you.
Yes i miss you, i miss you real bad.
Saturday, January 08, 2011 12:40 PM
These parties is just a way to enjoy myself.
Sitting home alone thinking about him makes me go crazy.
I don't deserve all these.
Maybe it's true, love is blind.
After all the shits, i'm still here.
Tuesday i will get to see you.
You never know how excited and nervous i feel right now!
Hope you're doing good inside.
Just know this baby, i missed you.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010 11:32 PM
I just got back from holidays with my family.
It was fun but the hours of journey is really tiring.
Everyone was saying that if Siddiq was here, it would be more fun.
Each time your name is being mentioned, i would get nervous.
Not because i didn't want to think about you, but i don't want to miss you even more.
In fact, my parents have already made plans to bring you along for the next trip.
It really sucks.
I wish you were here.
I wish you were there with us for the holidays.
I wish you were there when we had so much fun.
And the thought of you not being here for my birthday just sucks more than anything else in the world.
It won't be the same without you here.
Even right now, at this moment, things are different.
I'm always alone at night.
My phone is so silent, i have no one to call when i'm having my break or on the way home.
Gosh!!
Why do you have to put me in this position?!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 1:32 AM
It's the second night without you here.
I can't sleep, thinking about you.
Each time i try to sleep, i will only think about how have you been today, what did you do today, is your mates treating you nice, did you get into any fights today, did you eat or sleep well?
Of course my day is normal, nothing new.
Thinking about all these questions will only make me cry because i do not the answers.
The smell of you is still stuck on me, or maybe I'm just imagining.
Gosh! I miss you damn bad.
I wonder how am I gonna get through for the next few months?
My phone is so silent.
Thank God Sammy is here with me.
If Sammy is not here too, i think i will go crazy.
Crazy of boredom and loneliness.
I wish i could sleep all the way through and only wake up to find you beside me.
I miss you and i never fail to love you.
Please don't ever leave me again.
Monday, December 20, 2010 11:50 PM
I wish when i wake up tomorrow, it would be April already.
I'm gonna be missing you badly.
But i really hope you change for the better.
I love you, will miss you..
Labels: Now i need a time machine.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 1:29 AM
I had given you enough time.
And yet you still asked for more.
Things weren't going as smooth these past few weeks.
It sucks and hurts real bad.
As we were patching things up, you invited another problem in.
I didn't do anything, and yet i still get these.
I do not know what's going on with your life right now.
You seem to be shutting me out, just keeping everything to yourself.
And it ended up to hit me as i had no idea what was going on.
I sometime wonder why am i still here after all the pain you put me through.
Was i stupid?
Someone please tell me.
I cannot put up with these anymore.
Labels: Do you even still love me?
